Hmmm since Sunday I've been at my cousin's house.
last night I lost track of what day it was. Hah.
I think that's a good sign of when you're overly relaxed.
It's a good feeling though, not knowing the day.
Reminds me of summer when I was a wee lad.

Been playing Grandia III. Never played 1 or 2.
But this game... Is keeping me hooked.
It's more like an anime-story thing with game elements than a game.
I dunno, nevermind.
I wonder what my Christmas plans are.
No one in my family has said anything about it.
Guess nothing.

BROWNIES TOMORROW.
and I FOUND MY XANGA.
Thanks to Christine's motivation? Maybe?
I might switch back to that just cause I've had it for so long heheh

Nothing really going on todayyy.
Eat eat eat.
Like a squirrel.
As in... Hibernation?
Minus the sleep.

Snowed innn.
Watching Iron chef.
I want moar food.
Everything looks so good.
I'm not hungry
I'm gonna ask for DQ tomorrow.
mmm mmmmm.

Not planning on sleeping anytime soon.
maybe watch a movie, play maplestory or something.
Shieetttttttttttt.
I need new reeds for my sax.
Shieeetttttttt.

Trying to go out tomorrow.
Maybe cousin's, or arcade, or DQ is good enough.

Yeah...

Quick thought.
I like how the snow lights up the night.
That is all

Today was pretty chill.
All day I thought it was Monday.
Went in to school, had to sign some paper work.
Get my schedule worked out.
Heyy instead of Music Theory, I'm in Concert Choir now.
Just what I wanted at Hylton, but I didn't get it.
This'll be interesting. Especially since I've never done this "singing" thing before.
No more AP Human Geography either, Down to World Geography... God I hate maps.

So today pretty much I only went to two classes and did nothing in them.
Choir and Intermediate band.
I met some people I guess. Well, I know some names at least. Hah.
Maybe I should be more outgoing.
Naw jk, not my style.
In band i didn't have my sax with me, so I just went into ONE of the practice rooms.
(At Gar-Field they have multiple practice rooms with a piano in each one, AND THEY HAVE A PIANO CLASS! TOO COOL. with many keyboards.)
I talked with another tuba kid, apparently the girls were listening to me play. Saying it was beautiful and blah blah.
I don't care. I play for my own enjoyment.

It's hard to know what to wear to a new school.
Cause we all know what kind of clothes you wear represents what people's judgements are.
I got a lot of compliments on my hair, I like to make it wavy with a straightener.
Oh well I'ma cut a lot of it off. Too bad for all of them.
I hope nobody thinks I'm changing my hair just cause I'm changing my image for a new school.

Anyways, I'm glad tomorrow is Friday, and not Tuesday.
Sucky classes tomorrow.
I got PE, but I'm not gonna bring clothes to change into.
I have an excuse. It's my first day in the class. Heh.

Well, there is laundry to be done.

Pack pack pack, clean clean clean.
It's sort of relaxing in some way.
I think it's mostly just cause when you find old things from years back they make you laugh.
In 6th grade lemme say.
I was one funny kid.
To me at least.
It's hard to decide what to keep/leave/bring/throw away.

Tomorrow I will be my last day as a bulldog.
If I wear my hylton apparel to Gar-Field I feel like I'd get jumped.
How unfortunate, free marching band clothes were nice.
Thursday I'll be going to Gar-Field at approx. 10 am.
Scheduling shiet. Woo half day?
I hope I have band that day.
I think everyday tuba just gets a little cooler to me.
I think everyday I become less "cool."

I forgot to mention. Went to Chuck E. Cheese's for Nathan's bday party today.
That place is pretty fun.
It's not like I've never been there.
It's just been a while.

My bed seems to be full of clothes/jackets/papers.
It seems I might just crash on the couch tonight.
Back to packing.

Haha.
Looking at pictures from thanksgiving,
I realize I look like I'm in my twenties or something.
I hope that this is just my growth spurt and I won't continue to look older as I age.
Maybe I'll stay looking this way for another 10 or more years.
Hopefully. Hah.
I feel like I look different every time I see myself.
In pictures at least.
Maybe it's cause I'm not in them very often.
Hope it stays that way.
(Maybe I'm getting a new look, oh wait I'm getting one this weekend. RIGHT GUYS?)

My laptop is slowly dying.
Or should I say, on the verge of death.
It'll randomly freeze and when I tun it off/on, the screen will just stay black 80% of the time.
Trial and error.
Must work to get new computerrrrrrrr.
I think I say this every day of my life.

Going to school for withdrawal papers tomorrow.
Exciting.
I need to start packing.
Guitars, Keyboard, clothes, bed sheets?!?! Pretty much everything...
Oh wait that's what people do when they move.

Yeah.
I forgot Hare Hare Yukai is kind of hard.

EDIT:
JUST WATCHED EPISODE 7.
AHHH BEST DRAMA EVER.
I feel the need to buy it when it's all out.
Dare I say more than Smiling Pasta.
Lemme tell you all something.
Just cause it's your first doesn't mean it's the best.
Mmm mm mm

Woahh now I think Wednesday is my last day at Hylton.
Still haven't really told all but two people that I'll be gone.
Does this make me a bad friend?
I hate good byes.
I'll just tell em on Wednesday.

There are a lot of assignments due tomorrow.
It's also the last day for grades to be turned in.
If I think that the assignments due will not be put on this interim, I could say fuck them and not do it.
Cause only the grades on my interim will be transferred.
Hmm.
I'm really tired.
--------------TIME FOR INNER THOUGHTS----------
Not really in the mood for anything.
If I can anticipate human behavior, my teacher will not want to grade a study guide, flashcards, and a quiz by the time grades are due.
Which means. I could fail the quiz, and get NHI's for both assignments and they won't even matter as they won't be transferred.
I'm pretty sure that's what's gonna happen.
Grades are usually due by the end of the school day right?
It's impossible to grade all those papers.
Yeah. I think I beat the system.
END-------------------------------------------

Ughh I feel like my hands are about to fall off.
I want to take some time to say that I forgot most of the things I've learned on piano.
I know about 1/3 of Eyes On Me. And barely anything of Kiss the Rain and Do You
This is all from muscle memory. My hands just know where to go.
If I think of what's next they'll mess up.
Weird how that works.
Anyways I should try to learn Hare Hare Yukai again. Fun song.

Once again. I'm tired.

Whyyyy the fuckkkk am I always on facebook.
I don't even get anything.
lol.
I need... Something better to do.
Anything. Please.

Hi, My Sweetheart is sooooooooo goood.
I recommend anyone watching it.
Only downside is that episodes are still coming out.
But that's also good cause it's not like I'm behind othersssss.
Although the only part that I hate is Rainie's mom. Grr.
Makes me rage. Hard.
I like the feeling of being up to date.

Had the first band concert tonight.
Got to wear my new tux. ahh, I love dressing up.
Unfortunately my white shirt's sleeve is too short. =\
played well. Especially Jingle Bells. (3 trombones and Me!)

I kinda of feel bad for trying to move.
But I have my priorities.
Mostly feel guilt for band and the director who seems to desperately need me. =\
If anything, one of the things I hate the most is letting people down.
Everyone has their expectations.
And I also have expectations of myself to fulfill theirs.
OH WELL. Is what I'd say if I really didn't care.
But ehhhh. New school is appealing.
I might just stick with that idea.

Ughhh.
Come quickly, Winter Break.
I don't want to anticipate.
I want you to sneak up behind, unnoticed.
Isn't everything better that way?

Mmm my sister bought me a bunch of fruit cups.
Eat one a day. Savor them. Cause you only get so many till the next batch.
I like to each them without spoons.
anything in those cups.
Why use utensils and have to work and wash them when you can use use your mouth?

On the other hand school has been average.
Something inside me is saying I can't wait to move.
"Thinks about how to start anew."
Naww it'll be the same.
But still, I like change.
I'd like to bring all my stuff to my dad's during winter break.
And bring myself soon after.
I'll talk to my mom about it today.

Anyways I have no idea how I wanna cut my hair.
I just know the layers are too long.
and I only have a general idea of how I want to dye it.
Experiments and improvising should do the trick.

Secretly, or maybe not so secretly. I like girls with short hair.
I wouldn't say I have a preference over long or short.
But I like it.
Maybe it brings out more in the face or something?
Mmm mm mm my woman.
Just look from a distance.
No touching necessary.

Oh andd today is Nathan's first birthday!
Happy Birthday to youuu.
Can't wait till he can talk.
I can teach him all I know about nothing.

Anyways back to watching dramas

I can't expect to get better when I keep going out!
Bad cough remains.
Also there was that Quantico Christmas parade today. Cold day. Not good for my health

So went to China King Buffet today with Matt and Jesse.
Good ol' chillin. Mostly making jokes about asian people.
(I can't help it.)
Also we could barely understand our waitress.
The price is unbeatable. Compared to ihop at least. mmm $9 is the good life.

Now I'm at my Dad's house for the night.
Mostly because no one wants to pick me up or take me home.
You see, it'd be different if I could drive.
Soon enough...
I get to be on this niceeeeee mac.
Listening to Forgive Durden. Good stuff. (and speaker quality)

Oh and I started to watch Hi, My Sweetheart.
I'm only on the 3rd episode now. But it's got me hooked.
Watching dramas almost make me wish life was like that.
Ahh it's so stupid to think that.
Anyways. I like Rainie Yang's character in this one.
She's fun.

I feel like this was a worthless post
Oh, and. I.Think.I.Give.Up.

Who fails at making brownies!?
I guess I do.
Mine sucked.
Baking isn't my thing I guess.
I'm more of a cook. Hell yeah.
That's manly. :O
Anyways I'll learn how to make the perfect dark chocolate brownies from the master.

Went to buy the book "Things Fall Apart" for school.
I think it has a lot to do with Yams.
What are yams anyways? Sweet Potatoes?

Oh if I want a car anytime while I'm sixteen I'll need to buy my own and help to pay for my own insurance.
Which means the only way I can easily get to a job is if I move in with my Dad.
Damn.
I'ma miss you all, drumline. T.T
But as Copeland once said. It's time to move on.
And to go to Gar Field. Fuckkkkkkkkkk.

Well uhh been two days I've had my license. No driving yet. Stupid rain.
Hopefully soon I'll start learning.
Sleep then I'll try to wake up and read the chapters I needa get read.

Woo finally December.
Month of Christmas.
And once Christmas is over,
it's the mark of being halfway done with the school year. Yesss
Well okay not so much half.
But I like to think that.

Today I passed my permit test.
Mmm mm mm.
The day I turn 15 and a half I get my permit.
Living up to expectations of myself. Heheh.
I should be getting my license sometime in September.

Once I am 18 and done with High School,
I don't think it'd be a bad idea to move into the Fire Deparment.
Station uhh 13?
Yeah, I went there with Sunny.
She says you can live there so long as you volunteer 4 nights of the week.
The place is real nice, with a kitchen, a movie room, and the living quarters is like your own dorm room.
She said some people really trick it out with like computer desks and technology.
Sounds fun.
And maybe I wouldn't mind becoming a fire fighter.
Seems like the last thing I would ever think of.

Still sick a bit.
Gonna go try to see if I can try to style my hair to make it look any nicer than how I've been keeping it.
Lately I've just been bummin it... For I guess the whole school year.
Nothing crazy, just nice.
Still gotta dye it eventually when I lighten up. haha.
Some shade of brown

Sick and I feel horrible

I am down to 30 dollars from my 112 I had before my trip to NYC.
Where does the money gooooo?
To food and drinks and other things I could get from a water fountain I guess.
Nothing really necessary.
Anyways I vow from now on to not go under this $30.
And for every amount of money I receive I'll save half.
Unless in a special occasion I may have to spend more, eh I prolly won't.
ASK FOR MONEY I SAY.

Oh I remember. I bought a New Era hat. White.
Feels good man. Feels good.

I started an Initial D card.
I'm kind of bad.
But it's fun so I will continue playing until I can beat RJ's time.

I haven't showered in what feels like a week.
Been up too long and too much stuff has been going on.
I'm tired but I don't want to sleep.
I will venture to the fridge and find thanksgiving leftovers to eat.
Mmm mm mm.

Listening to Nicholas Teo.
Amazing.
A nice break from what I've been listening to for the past couple months.

And something on my mind.
Where will I be 10 years from now?
What about 5?

Good day.
Played Chinese Checkers with 2 1/2 Chinese people.
Got work done.
Watched Glee.
Sounds like a good week.
Foooooood tomorrow.

Beat RE4 time to start on extra missions and start playing DMC. A hee hee.

Gotta start with small entries to get back in the hang of it. -_-;

There's no running water in my house right now!
I should be asleep by now, but water is a necessity.
I need to it flush toilets, and brush teeth.
So I will stay up until it is fixed... That is if it gets fixed.
Would suck pretty bad if there was none by tomorrow morning.
Which means no shower.
Which means nasty feeling all day to NYC.

How much does a bus cost from DC to NYC?
10? 15? 20?

Anyways, been listening to my "Japanese Shiet" playlist a lot of lately.
Comprised of mostly anime songs.
Gotta love that K-On! and whatnot
All these songs just make me happy in some way. Mmm.

I've been wearing my broken Swatch a lot lately.
It's not broken. It's just out of batteries I think.
It's from 2003.
I cracked the screen the first day I started wearing it again. Not that big of a deal.
I wish it worked.
Maybe I could get a new one in the city?
Or a fake one in China Town. That'd be nice.

jk naw I need to save my money.
Must save for New Computer/Lightsaber/Pedals.

Well I started talking to more people in my first period finally.
Nice people, nice people. Well two of them at least
And Earth Science. Did I already talk about the black girl I sit next to?
Her name is Nevaeh, but people call her Mary. Haha.
Real funny. Always running into class out of breath with something to say.
She's on the step team. Chaos Steppers they're called. So cool.
And today she said, "You can dress!" to me today.
Confidence booster.

I wanna go to AUSA.
I'm still up cause I have feces to rid my body of.

rabblerabblerabble

Slept for 14 hours.
My back hurts a lot, right between the shoulder blades.
THIS WEEKEND I'LL BE GOING TO NYC.
Gonna watch Lion King and Phantom of the Opera on Broadway I think?
Sweeet.

Anyways, I AM READY TO GO TO SCHOOL!
Bummin it

This was meant to be longer but I ran out of time.

I WANT A VESPA NOW.
FUCK YEAH.
NO LICENSE REQUIRED.
NO INSURANCE REQUIRED.
NO LICENSE PLATE REQUIRED.
NOT EVEN A HELMET.
HARDCORE MAN.
I JUST GOTTA BE SIXTEEN.
YEAHHHH GOTTAAAAA SAVEEE
TOP OF THE LISTTT.
ALL CAPS.
HYPE HYPE HYPE.
NO EXCEEDING SPEEDS OVER 35.
GONNA GO 40 TO NOT BE SUCH A LOSER.
FUCK YEAH.
DALE BLVD HERE I COME.
Although a car would be nice too once I can drive.


BUT FUCK. YEAH. VESPAS
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Just finished watching FLCL.
Good stuff. Good stuff.